LoL Confide #1 – Turns out, besides me, she knows other people. My friend told me that guy is a Pro player LoL that is in the rank of Challenger. She casually admitted and even frankly said that I couldn’t take care of her so it was better than breaking up.
LoL Confide #1
My first love came like a gust of wind as if a gamer who was playing Yasuo for the first time. She – my first love came unexpectedly as well.
I was just a 22 year old gamer, all day hanging around the house, working and playing games. It is my decision to confine myself to a narrow world. But still, in my heart of craving for a change, someone brought me to sunlight. Basically, I want a lover.
On an online day with friends as usual, the room discord suddenly sounded the cute voice of a girl. My friend introduced her – She used to find a team to fight on the team. Because of my shy personality, I was so confused that I talked like a handicapped person. She giggled repeatedly.
I assumed that smile was mocking me so my mood dropped a lot.
Fortunately, when I play, it is not bad. But due to low self-esteem, I did not dare to add friend and I was speechless when she said goodbye because of something busy. Over the next two days, I came across ingame name on League of Legends group. Remember her ingame, I quickly “joined”.
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She didn’t seem to forget me when I suggested that we play together. I asked her why she had to find friends to play. She said that because she played poorly, she was abandoned.
I innocently believed that, so I made up my mind to carry her to rank. Her job just needs to stand up for the team is fine. The determination to increase, my ability to play games was suddenly buffed to thousands, every match was MVP with a series of consecutive wins.
She kept praising me, I suddenly thought that it was the same to be a hero. In the following days, I invited her to play with me. Besides, when I climb the rank, we also exchanged Facebook and Instagram happily. I felt that maybe the person who brought me to the sun had appeared. I don’t need to gato with the stories that we get used to in our group games or show off.
But I don’t know what her feelings for me are. She claimed to be sweet brothers even though they were the same age, often sending me beautiful selfies that kept me up at night.
Sometimes I explore, She also hushed about the desire to find a guy who understands her, have the same hobby of playing games. At a glance, it seems that I have met all the requirements and she is turning on the green light. Finally, after struggling with the thought, I decided to confess, she agreed. It turns out that flirting in games is not as difficult as I thought. A gamer like me had a girlfriend, the guys at the door told me I wasn’t old to flirt with my lover anymore.
But the dream-like love story that I wished for progressed unfavourably. Because I had to work overtime and didn’t have much time for online games, I couldn’t play with her a lot, my level was also worse, even in many games she had to carry me.
I felt quite sad but I hope She sympathizes with her overtime to earn more income to buy air tickets to visit and buy her the expensive skins she wants. She initially showed no attitude, just kept playing silently but gradually I found her irritable whenever I feed or die early. She also no longer actively asked me to play together. Always see her online in battle.
Sentiment diminished but I dare not blame anything. Girls, need to be cared for and always be around to create a sense of security. But maybe I thought it was too simple, until one day, my friend introduced her to tell me about their relationship. It was very unexpected and then hesitated to tell me a big story.
As it turned out, besides me, she knew other people. My friend told me that guy is a Challenger rank player. The two have known each other for more than 2 months – only after She accepted my love for less than a month. I did not believe it at first, but it was not until my friend showed pictures of her message that she sent to the other person in a private chat group that called each other husband and wife.
The clear evidence that hit my eyes made me freeze. My first love – even though it was through the game – I was serious and respectful. We only love each other for three months but why has it become like that.
What is the reason? Is it me or her? I didn’t care if I had been betrayed or not, I just hurriedly contacted her to hopefully salvage the truth. However, she calmly admitted and even frankly said that I couldn’t take care of her so we broke up.
After that message, she blocked me to get rid of everything. As for me, I only knew about coming home from work and then dully like a cerebral palsy, did not care about the game. I felt sorry for my friend, so I tried to advise him.
He said that girls who play games aren’t very reliable, especially if we haven’t met them before. Perhaps only I am late to realize that truth, after dreaming about a dreamlike ending still seen on groups.
Perhaps, love through the game is simply a measure of who can buy more skins, who ranks higher or what. Will honest people like me never have the dream of a girl who is sincere for me to overcome all difficulties together?